You'll never know what it's like to be on T until you are. You'll have vague ideas of what it might be like but really.. it's much different than you think. Think.. primal. Think food, sex, flesh and fuck. Think now now now now. Don't think about anything really at all. Then you'll get a glimpse. I am just happy that's all I am getting on my low dose. A full dose would turn me into a fucking dick.